Actually I do not have the mood to blog but I really wanna find some ways to vent my unhappiness.Sometimes I just seriously felt tired about everything.Being loved or love someone.Its like everything you take it as your own assumption.I never blame you from contacting that..... but what I really mind is why dont you tell me earlier.The worst thing is I found out the truth myself and I had to confront you.Actually I did suspect it before but I thought you could told me if you really did it.Then in the end?You already knew I am very very very sensitive over that..... but yet you still choose to leave me in the dark and this really pissed me off.
Okay!I am sorry!I am selfish.I do not know how to love friends,family or works!I am stupid that I cannot understand the FRIENDSHIP between you and that.....!
Based on your mentality I serious DON think you DONNO that.....'s actual MOTIVE.You are just giving that.....'s hope and letting me down.I am really disappointed.
Okay!Whatever happened just let it be!

I am really mind empty promises~
I lost to that......, whom I thought WAS an innocent girl!