Firstly,
I repeated myself again!
I SWEAR I LOVE TONGYINGTAO~LAOPO DARLING<33333
I called mummy just now and she asked me if everything is okay?I lied to her by replying her I am pretty fine and asked her not to worry about me so much.I seriously don wanna her to worry about me as she had already done so much for me.I just wanna her to enjoy her life now and be a happy mummy and wifey!

I felt so lonely nowadays.I barely have someone to share my problems with or to have heart-to heart talk other than Laopo darling.Friends around me have their own business and I don wanna make them listen my complains but Laopo darling is different of course.I kept everything to myself and i felt very xingku.Even in the past when mummy was here,I can hug her and cry like hell when I feel sad but now who can lend me a shoulder?

I am seriously not okay.I am hurt this time round and i think the wound will take some period to heal.Even if the wound is healed but the scar will be left there.