I feel like an idiot now.I experienced HEARTPAIN today and it really hurts.Why are you letting me down when I am trying to give in everything?I have never had this kind of feeling before,miss him like hell when he is not around,waiting for his msg or call,wanna to see him everyday although it is late night.I tried alot of things which I had never thought i will do it.But why am I doing all these?Thats because I am really really start to fall in you DEEP-DEEP-DEEPLY.I seriously use to think you really love me ALOT.I have never doubt about your love.However,it seems to be I have been thinking too much.I am really thinking you are having a girlfriend for the sake of having it.You yourself also admit that you are not concentrating on me when you are with me and I can always feel it too.I mean I am not expecting you to think of me like 7/24 but at least when you are with me.Sometimes I really doubt do you really mean it when you are telling me"I miss you".Now I start to wonder whether you really need me or am I just someone who came to you at the right timung?I think I am a fool.Spending two hours laying on my bed last night and looking at the ceilling to think what should I give you on this 2nd Month Anniversay.Threw away donno how many pieces of bread to make that thing looks nice.So silly until I wanna hug your jacket to sleep when you are away in KL.I am a childish-petty-thinktoomch-silly idiot:(((