Argh!!!

my wrist is not getting better and apparently I didnt practice much today, just ran through my exam pieces once.I was shock when I couldnt hear the ringing sound of the notes although I have exerted more than enough force. I had no strength to press the key and it was numb after that. I had no choice but had to stop practicing for today, otherwise I would fail my exam.

I am feeling very helpless, I think i'm not good enough yet and yet I had to stop practicing.


Somehow, I felt very frustrated today.

I feel stressful, I need a smile and a big tight hug.