I am back from my K session with Laopo darling<333333

K-ing was fun definitely fun and shiok:D

and while singing, I recevied a a msg from mummy,

"宝贝，妈妈好想你"

Finally,I felt love, those true love which will never leave you.I felt wei qu too:(

and

I was glad that Laopo darling was there to offer her shoulder but her hug made me cry even more~

After experiencing all these shits,I wasnt feeling alright actually.

Some photos(:

My Scorpio plait.Nice ya~?

Our dessert(:

We actually swap them after we tasted once beacuse I do not like cocnut milk in mine and she does not like the sour taste in hers.LOL!She said we can clique pretty well.hahaha~~

I did this while waiting for blogger to upload my photos s-l-o-w-l-y-.-

My little baby giraffeee is wearing accessories(:

Walked around PP after K and we bought Sushi:D

Talked and blahblahbah.

Bus-ed home at around 10 plus.

ohyeah!.Laopo darling,please take care of your throat!<3

Nights!

ps.I had lost my own self.

妈妈，我也好想你！

Good morning world~!

I am rarely blogging at this time,its like 11.34 am.HELLO~!
I slept at around 5 plus last night-.-, wanted to sleep earlier and I tried my best to close my eyes but I just couldn.There are just so many things to bother me, necessary and not so necessary ones. My mind was spinning round and round non-stop
-___________________-

Planning to pig all the way until 2 but some idiot msgs woke me up-.- and I cannot go back to sleep,so ya~

Nowadays,I found myself change alot. If I were the old me in the past, I wouldnt even bother to care about those words and comments,they are just rubbish to me but now...... Should I call is change or growth?
But whatever!
At least I am glad that all these stupid misunderstandings are over and three of us will just carry on our own lives like how we did in the past.There might be some wounds inside our hearts but I think time will heal everything.

ps.Thanks Mr Ray for your concern and encouragement.It really helps and I really appreciate alot(:

ohyeah!I am going to meet my darling girl for K later! Cant wait to see her and scream our lungs out!Let all my unhappiness fly fly fly away~!

Today was a sunny day, so I decided to sun my blanket, pillow and stuff.
But guess what happened?!
My blanket dropped to the rooftop downstairs-.-
LOL!

Went down to TM Starhub to settle some stuffs.
Walked around TM after that, its been long since my last visit there.I walked pass the Kopithiam, it reminds me of something sweeet(:
but now......

Anyway, dinner was yummy because I was the chef:D
Went to bath after that,
and

I fainted in my bath-tub during bathing again-.-
The worst thing was I didnt even realise that myself until Kitty knocked my bedroom door-.-
To be exact,she BANGED the door.I was shocked when i gained consciousness again.
According to her, I was like fainted for like 5 minutes?
Because she wanna to pass cakes just now,so she came to knock my door but nobody responded and she heard water running from shower tap.
Blahblahblah.ya~
This is not the first time I have fainted for so long and lets just hope I wont die during bathing because I might just knock my head and bleeding to death-.-

Anyway, chatted with Kitty just now and I realised that she is actually a very nice girl(:
She told me she heard my crying last night which was like I donno-why-and-how?! and asked me if everything is okay.I can see that she was very concerned, so I told her everything.
She comforted me which i think was quite useless but still I felt grateful.At least there is someone who bothers to care about me.
I think she is trustworthy and she promised that she wont report to mummy.
Btw, she also never report to mummy about me reaching home late too.Lol!So nice of her ya~!

Bye~

So now the whole world thinks i am freaking wrong isst?
You are always think for her.
I shouldn drag her down,I shouldn write those things about her
But have you ever spare a thought for me?

Can you just shut the fuck-up?I seriously don wanna to argue amymore cause I don wanna to disgrace myself to such a low level as you.

I am totally speechless now,
btw,why dont you join Mediacorp-.-?

Once upon a time, there was this Little Princess who lives on her own in her little castle on an remote island. Her life was happy and carefree.All she did was playing with the cute-little-innocent-animals, picking up wild fruits and dancing around in her huge back yard which filled with beautiful flowers......



I wanna be this Little Princess.
I am running out of masks......
How fake can I be?



nice atmosphere ya~?

Marvellous!Good "ACTRESS"

Whats behind all these"Smiles"?

Unhappy things I don wish to mention again.

Colored up my phone today.Its was okay only,not as WOA! as i expected.Or I should just listened to Laopo and do xiaxue that method.Lol!Nice try I think.Probably gonna do it again with Laopo next time when we got our materials from Arab Street and blahblahblah.

One more thing,Christmas Sales hasnt over and I just got my lonnggg-target sweater and a mini cheked skirt, the prices are really like WOA!So hurry!Shopping kias:D

Nights!

Hope I can have a good sleep today as I couldnt fall asleep last night until the dawn.

ps.My eyes are swollen due to......

Firstly,
I repeated myself again!
I SWEAR I LOVE TONGYINGTAO~LAOPO DARLING<33333
I called mummy just now and she asked me if everything is okay?I lied to her by replying her I am pretty fine and asked her not to worry about me so much.I seriously don wanna her to worry about me as she had already done so much for me.I just wanna her to enjoy her life now and be a happy mummy and wifey!

I felt so lonely nowadays.I barely have someone to share my problems with or to have heart-to heart talk other than Laopo darling.Friends around me have their own business and I don wanna make them listen my complains but Laopo darling is different of course.I kept everything to myself and i felt very xingku.Even in the past when mummy was here,I can hug her and cry like hell when I feel sad but now who can lend me a shoulder?

I am seriously not okay.I am hurt this time round and i think the wound will take some period to heal.Even if the wound is healed but the scar will be left there.

If you all don wanna others to assume or accuse you all then why don just do things guang ming zheng da?why must hide?Then just explain to me arh!For what kept on arguing?and excuse me I am the one who was left in the dark and yet until this moment you dont even bother to explain to me but yet blame me for assumption and being over sensitive?Isnt this unfair?and to that whoever,of course i know you have a name but i just don wanna mention here to embarrass you and hope you don get banged by the car when you crossed the road today.Some more I am not the one who started all these shits and I had no intention to blog about it but see what had you all wrote on your blogs?I am pissed,
Anyway,whatever happens it already happened.I don wanna argue about anything anymore.Just shut your freaking smelly mouth and f.... off my world!Bloody asshole~

Ohyeah!
I forgot something~
To that......,
Stop acting ke lian, you are just so fake!I felt disgusted!
Take off your masck please!

Yesterday

I bought my Samsung Omnia :D
LOL!I love my new phone<3I swear its CHIO!
I think I gonna buy some diamond stickers to brighten it up!yohoooo!!!Pink or Rainbow?!
but i still miss my old RED phone:(

Today

Meet up with Laopo!
Actually we were planning to shop around to hunt for some men's sweaters in town but in the end......
She accompanied me to go back to campus to do my module registration but SAS fashion was FULL:( so ended up taking SAS Theater together with bro(:
Anyway,went to airport for dinner later and I bumped into CHLOE!O-M-G!:D Nice catching-up with her.I think gonna go out with her and shushu soonnn after she came back from Cambodia.

We walked around airport and I bought gummies from the cocoa tree.Laopo wanted to bite something, so we went to eat again at Mac.LOL!We chatted at Mac like for ages until we missed the last train back to town-______-Took bus 36 to EastCoast, hoping to catch the last bus 55 or something but yet we missed all the available buses there-____________-So we took cab,dropped her at bus stop before it u-turn back to my house.ohyeah!I laughed until I cried just now!OMG~

I swear I love,
TONGYINGTAO<333333

Nights!

Actually I do not have the mood to blog but I really wanna find some ways to vent my unhappiness.Sometimes I just seriously felt tired about everything.Being loved or love someone.Its like everything you take it as your own assumption.I never blame you from contacting that..... but what I really mind is why dont you tell me earlier.The worst thing is I found out the truth myself and I had to confront you.Actually I did suspect it before but I thought you could told me if you really did it.Then in the end?You already knew I am very very very sensitive over that..... but yet you still choose to leave me in the dark and this really pissed me off.
Okay!I am sorry!I am selfish.I do not know how to love friends,family or works!I am stupid that I cannot understand the FRIENDSHIP between you and that.....!
Based on your mentality I serious DON think you DONNO that.....'s actual MOTIVE.You are just giving that.....'s hope and letting me down.I am really disappointed.
Okay!Whatever happened just let it be!

I am really mind empty promises~
I lost to that......, whom I thought WAS an innocent girl!

:(

6 more minutes to end this sad Christmas:(
I hate it seriously and I had enough of all these shits.I am immuned to all your whatever sweet talks.#$%&#!%&*$#@
To make it worst,someone asked me something at the wrong time, asked me something which I am not even very sure myself and I was pissed seriously.


Guess what did I do to vent my anger and unhappiness?!
YES!

I went to shop!
I swear I LOVE TOPSHOP:D
Anyway,decided to buy this Samsung Touch-screen-phone,but still thinking which modelshould I get?F480 or OMNIA? Both of them are like quite the same only OMNIA has 8GB of memory but F480 only has like 24oMB.Anybody has anything suggestion?

For this moment, I do not wanna think of anything.I miss my mummy,I wanna hug her.
"Crawl under my blanket,close my eyes, forget about everthing and enjoy the peaceful night"

"
我住的城市从不下雪
记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念到忘记霓虹扫过喧哗的街
把快乐赶得好远
落单的恋人最怕过节
只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人没有一个留在身边
寂寞他陪我过夜
merry merry christmas,
lonely lonely christmas
想祝福不知该给谁
爱被我们打了死结
lonely lonely christmas
merry merry christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的象街上的纸屑
电话不接不要被人发现我整夜都关在房间
缓缓的响声听来象哀悼的音乐
眼眶的泪温热冻结
望着电视里的无聊节目
躺在沙发上变成没知觉的植物
merry merry christmas
lonely lonely christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁
心碎的象街上的纸屑
谁来陪我过这圣诞节~
ding ding dang,
ding ding dang,
ding ding d-a-n-g~
merry christmas"



LOL! I am promoting this lip gloss<3

Merry Christmas!

I am not really enjoy this Christmas for sure as I dropped my phone on the Christmas Eve-_________________________-

When I first realised that I lost it,I didnt really feel anything but after awhile I can seriously feel the heart pain,then after awhile when I start to think which phone model should I get next,i feel abit better especially when I was at friend's house celebrating Christmas Eve but now I alone at home,I feel depressed again. All my memories with somebody are all inside:( I am dam sad.Some more that phone was my favourite model,Red/slide phone:(

I am totally stupid:(

Today,

MrHoney came to meet me at my house bus-stop,bus-ed over to PP to grip some Christmas present.Head-ed back to Ubi to meet Chris to go down to Laurel's place together.Then it was raining like crazy-.- The rain has totally spoilt our mood since yesterday-_______-

We decided to cab down and there was no sign of taxi, so we w-a-i-t-e-d and I swear it was freaking cold.

Suppose to have outdoor BBQ but since it was raining like hell, we shifted to indoor.The night was fun.
'We ate,
We drank,
We played cards,
We joked,
We laughed'
Nice food,nice drinks and wonderful night(minus the phone incident).Btw, the coke mix with whisky and lychee was nice:D We got a gift-exchange session too. I got this Kathy Belgium Chocolate:D and and and MrHoney got the most HOT present among all.LMAO!!!!!Ahem!!!Smells nice arh:P

Ohyeah!I got a Christian name from this Ex-nafa-Malay guy as he cannot remember my name,which is Chanel, because he said I look like one of his friend who probably named Chanel too(:LOL!Anyway I think thats a nice name,it sounds so me<3

I played this "hello kitty" game from MrHoney's PSP and i think it was fun<3.I swear i will buy a PSP when my next month bursary come.Actually i wanna get one this month but stupid me,lost my phone,so i have to wait until next month to get one.The HOT RED one:D


Yesterday,

Went over to meet MrHoney after his concert and then guess what?!We drank again-.-
Headed to Harry's to meet Chris all.The guys were like err.The atmosphere was like abit awkward for me at the beginning but when the food and drink came,I didnt really care much as there were at least something I can concentrate on rather than listening to some alien conversations:P LOL! No offence(:Anyway, listening to their conversations can be quite fun sometimes. Left the place at around 12 plus and the guys went really high after drinking this liquor called Grave Yard.I tastes awful seriously-.-

Intended to walk along the river after the liquor but somebody couldnt walk straight.Ahem~
So we took a sit at the stone chair in front of the Esplanade and that somebody fell asleep on my lap-.-The stupid rain ruined my plan and we got to cab home later.

MrSugar is back from M'sia :D

I woke up like super late today as usual-.-

Threw my clothes into washing-machine and wait. Went to bath and everything after that.While waiting for MrSugar to get ready,I called mummy<3>

Met MrSugar at around 10 for dinner.However,we decided to skip dinner and to have supper with Chris together instead.We had our supper at Eunos Mrt there.MrSugar walked me home after supper and he went back to meet Chris for some men's talk(:

Ohyeah!Before I forget, MrSugar bought me a giraffe from KL.Its a super-cute-innocent looking giraffe with a SHORT neck.LOL!!!

giraffeeee<3 mini-baby Gatsby(:

Nice bun ya~?

Anyway,Mr Sugar was complaining his neck and so I decided to call him MrHoney-.-I knew it does NOT sound any better than MrSugar.LOL!

YOU PIGGY-BACKED ME JUST NOW:D

Nights<3>

"we danced under the moonlight<3"

Some random pics,

My cute collections:DDD

I am back from lalaland:)
Actually I had slept the whole day away because I was ultra tired.

Anyway,I spent my whole yesterday with Laopo.Suppose to meet her at 2 but I forgot to bring my ez-link card and I do not have coins with me then.So I bobian had to go back home to take my stupid ez-link-.-Climbed up and down my house which is like four storey x2.HELLO!-.-

I was late obviously but managed to meet Laopo on bus 15(: Guess where we went?!
ESCAPE!

LOL!
We reached Pasir Ris interchange and


Yue:Let's go and take bus 403?
Laopo:Are you sure?I thought we suppose to take bus 21?or you wanna walk there?Its quite near anyway.
Yue:Trust me!Last time I came with Chris,we also took bus 403.

So I insisted to take bus 403.We waited the bus for like AGES and at the meanwhile we saw two bus21 drive pass us.Finally,bus 403 arrived and we happily boarded the bus HOWEVER

THE BUS DOES NOT HEAD TO DOWNTOWN, IT ACTUALLY LOOP AROUND PASIR RIS PARK
-_________________________________-
ohmygod!!I am so sorry:(

We were back to interchange and saw this bus 354 which states down town east coming its way,so we took the bus and finally we reached(:

We skipped the long queue because I had two free tickets:D
First,we stopped at FLIPPER.Didnt go really high after the ride because there were tons of people and the queue was like err-.-After that we went to Pirate ship,wet and wild,family coaster and blahblahblah.

We played the rides round and round because there were only limited rides-.-and the worst ride was wet and wild as we got totally wet after playing. First round was Laopo sat at the back and second round its was me.The one sits at the back can get really really wet but its was shiok beaucse thats the purpose of playing this ride:D

I remembered we were playing this "jiezi" game while queueing and yeah!she was tying my hair into plaits too(:
"we posed for the camera when we were sliding down the slope,
we sang" heyhey you you,I don like your ex-girlfriend......"
we danced while the boat passing the cave,
we laughed"
It was fun:DDD

ohyeah!I saw this super funny-cute girl.She is about 7 years old.She was tying her pony tail while riding the family coaster!Lol!

Btw,we saw alot of funny people there too.
Like people dress up in DRESS/BOOTS/COS PLAY SUITES?Lol!I found myself very bitchy recently:(I am sorry.But Laopo said its normal because I am a girl. and their nature is ought to be like that.
Lol!Whatever~

We went really high after a few rides and continued playing until they closed down.Left for dinner at KFC at around 8 plus.Had a satisfied meal there but the girl who served me has totally suck attitude-.-I guess she is from some alien planet who does not understand human language and proper manners.Walked around e-hub after that and we got free candy floss from New York New York:)


Bus-ed back to Laopo's house and took a short snap during the monster journey.Went to supermarket nearby to buy some snacks.I bought cherry and small tomatoes which are HEALTHY snacks but Laopo and her sister were like ewww!TOMATOES! -__- Lol!

Caught some show and Laopo cooked me otah:)
Back to her room and she started to play with my hair,making it into different patterns.I seriously think she should change her course.Laopo!Think about it ya~!

I love this<3

Bobbed(:

Stayed up until the dawn and caught bus 55 home.
Had my 12-hour sleep but I woke up with sever headache,I guess I had slept tooooo much:(
Dragged myself from my bed and guess what I did?!
I COOK-ED MYSELF DINNER:D

and and and
" house keeper was nice, she gave me her "stew-ed chicken soup"
I shall stop calling her "house keeper" because thats not very nice.Okay,from now onwards I will call her "Kitty" because I saw my" Hello Kitty" just now when I lifted up head while thinking of what to call her:)Lol!

I am off to watch my drama:)

Nights everyone<3

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"If you call yourself a bitch then you have the right to be a bitch"